| Saturday, March 31st, 2007 |
| 6:49 am |
wow.
I don't even know what to think anymore |
| Sunday, March 25th, 2007 |
| 5:23 pm |
You make me happy. Only you make me happy. There is no other combination with me. Im over one hundred percent sure of that. No one could ever replace you. You were absolutely amazing. you lit up my world like no one else will ever do. I have never hated myself so much as i do now. AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF YOU! It is all because of me. Im the one who fucked up happiness for myself for life. How will i live the rest of my life unhappy? I love you so much. Im begging you.... |
| 2:44 am |
I suck helllla
I fucked up beyond belief. I will never forgive myself for what i did. But pleaseeee. I need you so bad. god dammit... I was fucking twisted in the head, and i was an idiot and i fucked up incredibly hard. I hate myself. Please. let me into your life again. I miss you so damn much. I love you even more though |
| Saturday, March 24th, 2007 |
| 2:07 pm |
Each passing day gets harder. seriuosly... please come back. |
| Friday, March 23rd, 2007 |
| 6:04 pm |
space
This is going to be so hard on me, but i will do this for you. Please NEVER FORGET during your time away that i am always going to love you. I am always only going to love you. I want to be the one that buys you the ring. I WANT TO BE YOURS FOREVER. god dammit i cant even tell you how fucking sorry i am for everything. I will always be here though... waiting for you. Please dont give up on me. |
| 11:11 am |
Today
Today is so much fucing worse than yesterday. I NEED YOU SO FUCKING BAD!!! The fact that you cant even see me drive a plank through my stomach... You are constantly on my mind. All i can ever think about is you. Did i just mess up my entire future? Is it completely gone? Please dont say it is so. PLEASE. Current Mood:  crushed |
| Thursday, March 22nd, 2007 |
| 3:22 am |
i want this more than anything. But what you need is your happiness. and all i have to look forward to is a lonely life. because i am such a shitty person. Current Mood: dead |
| 3:22 am |
rollercoasters fucking suck! |
| Tuesday, March 20th, 2007 |
| 6:16 am |
hmmm
I'm sorry. I'm not perfect. You don't deserve to have to deal with this, but I am eternally grateful that you are... you are the light that shines in my eye. You make this heart beat to the tightest fucking timing... like the perfect drum beat. |
| Monday, March 12th, 2007 |
| 9:20 pm |
I
have got a runny nose, a sore throat, a head ache, and im dead beat tired and i just cant take anymore of the world today. doug, then bed. |
| 1:04 am |
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| Thursday, March 8th, 2007 |
| 3:08 am |
life
Recently has just taken a wierd turn on me. Nothing seems right. Nothing I do seems to be right. Just seems.... out of place. |
| Monday, March 5th, 2007 |
| 9:29 pm |
No time
to even sit down and be with my love for an hour of the day. Why is this so fucking lame. school is so shitty. work ontop of that is so shitty. |
| Saturday, March 3rd, 2007 |
| 9:13 am |
god i love her. Holding her in my arms makes me the happiest person. its a felling the no one ever could and has ever given me. |
| Friday, March 2nd, 2007 |
| 12:14 am |
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| Tuesday, February 27th, 2007 |
| 7:59 pm |
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| 2:18 am |
am i dreaming? this cant be |
| Sunday, February 25th, 2007 |
| 12:24 am |
saturday
I'm in the back of my work on my lunch break. I'm watching the ring. Ring 1 was so much better than the ring 2. I'm waiting for manda to get here so we can do something. Today has been ultra lame so far. |
| Friday, February 16th, 2007 |
| 10:03 pm |
I would do anything to kick that kids teeth in. He has no idea what will come to him down the road. |
| Friday, February 9th, 2007 |
| 12:16 pm |
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